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first time i woke up and saw double digits on my alarm clock for a long long time. and i juz made it. woke up at 10am flat. oh well. not much of a holiday huh. later going out though. bet that will be fun=)
now to talk about... saturday. first lesson and i went to collect my results. what was left of it i guess. hist. not too gd. which summarizes up my common test as a whole. i scraped a b4. which is horrible. the agony was further compounded by the result slip i guess. and by the end of the day. i felt a lil lost. oh well. effort needed to be put in. hmm. after that i went to j8. by myself. cuz i did finish my maths assignment in sch. and by that time everyone zao already.
i was actually planning on going home. walking through the mrt station when wala. terence sharon and job appeared in front of me. i guess from that moment on my day took a big swing. i followed terence and job for lunch since sharon had to go to church first. after that. we went to jeannette's house to make fellowship tea. which was an enlightening exp i guess. how to bake and stuff? hahaha. glad that turned out fine as well. since it was so late when they finished. i decided to follow them to bishan for yf too. together with titus who came at 3+.
it was prayer and praise and i gained strength from that session in the very same room as thurs. past. present. promise. i was really tired during the singing. fainting spells yeah. managed to last through it though. and im really happy. after the service i stayed for games. had quite a lot of fun in my sch uniform. which ended up pretty dirty. should have worn my pe. oh well. haha. laziness has a price. hm. dinner. curry fish head. kangkong. sweet and sour fish. super yummy. all for 5 bucks. what a bargain. the other 5 of us will testify to it. powerful stuff. hahaha.=) home sweet home after that. memories do last huh.
sunday i woke up pretty tired from the prev day's strains. went to church and for my first session of zjw. or is it zjs. i dunno=). i played guitar. and i din do so gd i guess. chords all mixed up. strumming pattern all weird. but i dun think the kids can tell yeah. maybe during the last song when they had no chords and i was like following the piano. hahaha. titus telling me the chords and stuff. heh. dying. learnt some sign language after that.. Lord's Prayer. yeah. ttz about the highlights of my first session. next week gonna have another one with alex. hm. wonder what that will bring. it was a routine sunday after that. lunch. back to church to study/ floorball/ carom.
hm. muz try to put studying ahead in line yeah. struggle=X. see my results i know what to do... at night i went for swensens with my family to celebrate father's day. we already had dinner last week. and this like provided a perfect ending to a week filled with the most unexpected of all things. i wonder what today and the week ahead has in store.
i mentioned on saturday i walked alone to j8. during that time. thoughts ran through my mind. cuz i seldom did that. if i were by myself usually i juz go home direct 156. no fuss. but i dunno why. i felt obliged to go to j8. maybe to find weichen lar. who wasnt picking up the phone anw. so i juz headed aimlessly there. i thought of how many ppl do this by themselves. some of the ppl in my sch are seriously solo ppl. go by themselves. live by themselves. in their own world. in which they allow small no.s of special ppl into. some ppl enjoy this kinda life i guess. but as always. everyone is like a frog in a well. they look at the world from their narrow point of view and they enjoy it. lil do they realize that once they leave the well. a different world greets them. well. i feel that im still in the well. ( no pun intended) even though im very much blessed. and im thankful for that. everything will be done in time to come. and. one muz have the desire to look and explore. only then will u find all the secrets that life has in store for us.
can you take me higher.
to a place where blind men see.
can you take me higher.
to a place with golden streets
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